6/27/2016

Delicious Stuffed Chicken Recipe for my Dom

I made this recipe up for dinner for my family, and my Dom loved it. However, I loved it, too, and I'm much pickier. This is homey comfort food. I'll take that over fake-pretty salad greens any day.

You're going to start with the basic instructions for the Hasselback Chicken, found on YouTube or at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-l7j5yyJ3PE, including the cooking times and temps, but the stuffing you make is different from the rather bland ricotta-and-spinach the video shows.

Cooking is an art, not a science, so feel it, don't measure it. You're going to need:
  • cooking oil (I know any self-respecting recipe sharer should insist on EVOO, but I'll admit I'm still out and I made mine with vegetable oil. It tasted just fine.
  • cream cheese (I used 6 oz. for 2 big chicken breasts)
  • bag of fresh spinach
  • minced garlic
  • chopped onion
  • chopped mushrooms
  • parmesan cheese
  • handful of cheddar cheese
  • large boneless chicken breasts
  1. Mix softened bream cheese, parmesan cheese, cheddar cheese, and salt/pepper, if desired.
  2. Heat oil. Sautee garlic and onions until brown; add mushrooms and spinach and sautee until brown and wilted, respectively.
  3. Add cream cheese mixture to skillet and stir until melted.
  4. Stuff into and on top of chicken. Garnish with salt. If desired, add pepper, parsley, basil, or cheese. I do not recommend paprika as called for with the video recipe.
Follow video cooking instructions. Like eating homemade mushroom soup on top of chicken. Yummm. I served it with a fruit salad and fruit dip. Enjoy!

6/11/2016

I Submit to Him

I wear headcovers in church, and I submit to him.

I bend over in the shower and let him rub his erection against me. I submit to him.

I writhe beneath him, I cry, I panic, I flee, but still he enters me inexorably. I submit to him.

He kisses me, roughly. We've been apart too long. His lips search mine. I feel warm and wet. I submit to him.

I suck, I lick, I want the jewel.

If I try to leave, he punishes me. I'm his.

Did he make me a whore or was I one already?

Another one, he whispers, embracing my--our--fertility. Another anchor, another tie to him. Another terrible sacrifice. I submit to him.











10/27/2015

I lie and wait

I lie and wait for the triple header I know is coming, 
That I know I deserve after mentioning threesomes and reading erotica and hitting him 
Am I in for a bad night? 
He has trained me somehow,
Changed me somehow, 
Made me this woman who lies in bed awaiting her triple fucking, asking for it, needing it
Needing the connection,
The atonement for sins past 
Waiting to be overcome,
Needing to be reminded who's boss 

The baseball game captures his attention a few moments more
I'm tingling, nervous 
Still aching from the welt his hand left on me when I hit him--
He already marked me
What punishment is in store? 
The game is almost over. 

10/26/2015

Husband Punishes Wife Without Spanking

There is a serious lack of information on any sort of husband-led relationship that includes disciplines without spanking. Seriously, every time you type it in, whether you're looking for tips or support or erotic or that damn porn that always creeps up begging for clicks, because heaven forbid you want information not found in highly unrealistic pornography.

We have a relationship with punishment and domination without spanking. In fact, I haven't been spanked in years. Not only because I've been so good. Also because that's not the way our D/s works.

10/25/2015

"Why Anal Hurts" Review

In his essay "Why Anal Hurts" the 40-year-old author is quick to point out that he advocates painful sexual submission, not sexual abuse or rape. However, he still has ideas most feminists would hate. His whole idea is that men were made to penetrate and dominate, and women were made to submit and receive penetration. From an evolutionary point of view, he's right, and he uses this to justify a man training and hurting a woman with whom he is in a committed relationship:

Anal sex, most sexual acts in fact, should be painful, degrading, humiliating, or some combination of the three for a woman. The reason for that is quite simple: When something pleases you, you are not submitting to it. You are not demonstrating to your man that his protection, shelter, and provision are worthwhile to you. You are not proving that, of the 110 million women in America of potential breeding age, he made the right choice in selecting you to be bound to for the rest of his life.

The truth is, my Dom would probably agree: most sexual acts should be painful, degrading, or humiliating. For him, it's not about showing gratitude for choosing me, it's about submitting as God calls me to and repaying him for taking care of me in our lives.

This explains another reason why anal sex must brutalize and torture your woman. For her entire life—at least as long as you have been hearing that you are a second-class citizen because of your cock—your little slut has been hearing that she’s the one with all the power and control in any and every sexual relationship because of her pussy.
Strongly put, but definitely something my Dom would also agree with. He loves to hurt and bruise me on the inside. He strives to never harm me, but to bruise.  He likes to go wild on top of me and know I am helpless to stop him. He loves to finger me as I try vainly to pull his hand away. And he does believe that too many women today are not dominated in the bedroom, and too many men today are raised to be wusses and wimps. In that, I can agree with him.

The essay is a bit pompous and self-congratulatory, but the author's message is valuable and I believe the article is definitely worth a read.